Feeling Close to My Dad

I was really struggling last month, with not feeling good, with anxiety that has developed since my dad's death, and with missing my dad. Mark gave me a blessing that was so comforting to me. I've had two now, since his death, and I never feel so close to my dad as I do then. It is my connection to him. It proves that he still lives. In the blessing it said that my dad is watching over my girls and seeing what they are doing. That he loves me and is proud of me and is aware of what I am going through. I was also blessed to know that I will have a long time with my kids and family. I am always afraid now, that I will lose my kids or Mark, or something will happen to me and my kids will be without a mom. It terrifies me. This blessing was of great comfort to me, even though now I don't remember it all, but the feeling I have of my Dad being very near was very comforting.